I am so glad this is working for you. Your description of the Tin man needing oil, is about how I'd describe it too. I can't sit for longer then 15 or 20 minutes, without feeling like I've been sitting for hours and hours. Very stiff, sometimes not able to even get out of the chair and generally I need to use both arms to rise, or I'm actually stumble down and have even fallen. I can't walk and carry much, and going down stairs while carrying something is almost impossible.
I found no relief from these symptoms with neurontin, although I did sleep better, but I had weird dreams. I think this is the reason why I said no to Lyrica, also when the rheumatologist suggested Lyrica, he also suggested neurontin and snce I had no luck with neurontin, I figured I'd probably not get much if any relief from Lyrica. I think I made an assumption they were pretty similar and I hated how neurontin made me feel, so whatever benefit I might have received, I didn't think it was worth going back on it. I also had a problem going off neurontin. I had ticks at the higher dose, which gave me some benefit, nightmares and just felt weird.
Since I was on neurontin prior to transplant, it could be it was providing me benefit, which I never realized, because my lupus was so bad. I should probably reconsider Lyrica, since my lupus is different now. I'd love to get rid of some of this stiffness and if it helped my fatigue, I'd be so happy. I can't seem to do much lately, without needing to rest after tasks I used to do easier. That has me so worried. I work in the kitchen for 20 minutes and I need to rest, I notice I lean on things more lately. It's really making me crazy. I don't feel comfortable going out early in the morning, or late in the afternoon, so I'm squeezing things in a few hours a day. I've got Jim driving me all over the place whenever I can. Good thing he's such a nice guy. I also notice lately Walmart lights making me feel fatigued before I leave the store. Although, it could be the trip to the large grocery store. I used to avoid these stores, but had slowly begun going back to the larger stores and now I notice symptoms I thought were behind me. It could be the antihistamines, but the rheumatologist and immunologist said the ones I'm on shouldn't cause as much fatigue as I describe. I'd rather it was the drugs, because the alternative is continued emerging lupus symptoms.
The rheumatologist really pushed the idea of fibromyalgia, with pretty much every trigger spot he poked causing me severe pain. He had me in tears from the pain, so then I felt like such a baby. I don't complain much, or whine or cry when I go to a doctor, but this was beyond what I could deal with. I was exhausted the rest of the day after his poking at all those trigger spots. Like you, I was a skeptic about fibromyalgia adn I guess still am, but dang it, those pokes hurt like hell. I don't know if it's lupus or fibro causing all my problems, so I think it's important for me to find something that will help fibro symptoms, so I can see exactly what I'm dealing with.
My ANA was still negative, but Sm and RNP had increased slightly, which has been the pattern for the last several lupus labs. The rheumatologist did say my lupus is stil active and when I questioned him about the negative ANA, he said he has seen negative ANA and when they are run, it's just a quick titer, not as detailed as the lupus tests. That made sense to me. So, do I have active lupus flare, or flaring fibro? What makes me really concerned is the drop in my platelets. I know they are still normal, but to drop from 250 to 150, kind of freaks me out. I had a CBC done last week, but it was for NW and I couldn't get the results from the lab. Yesterday I stopped by to drop off the 24 hour urinalysis and asked for the lab results. They gave me some crazy reason why they didn't have it. Made me nuts, but I can't really argue with them, because they all work with Jim and I really should believe them. They told me I had to call NW. I was too freaked out to call NW today and I don't know if I want to know what they are. I go to NW next week for my 3 year post transplant follow up and frankly, I don't want to have a lousy weekend if the counts are down. But, not knowing might get hard to deal with, so what to do? Arrrggggg... I hate this.
When I get through this NW appointments and all the tests they do, maybe I'll feel better. Maybe the stress of the drop in counts, the worry and upcoming appointment is stressing me out. The last several months with this chronic hives and not knowing what that's about and why? Another auto antibody against mast cells,just made me keep wondering if lupus was returning, then bang those dam platelets. I feel like I'm walking a fine line between remission and full blown lupus again. Then there's always that fibro diagnosis, which could be causing all my symptoms of pain and fatigue.